God’s grace

Since day one, he has knew me all through my life
Even when I was blood yet to be formed till the day I cried, it was all his doing
He loved me so unconditionally tho I got attached to the things of the world that gave me conditions
I long so much for the things of the world thinking it will give me addition instead I got addicted to crimes
I couldn’t pay bribes for the crimes just to renew the grace all I did was to go crazy with prayers
All I thought I wanted was a simple life filled with fantasy ready to explore multiple of sins
As a Christian I will think your life is complicated filled with evangelisms
But that life I wanted was my miserable misery

Among my peers, am incomparable
In every race am that ace all because am covered by grace
In every exams, life has to bring forth I fear not because I have a good luck charm
You can’t harm me because of that charm called God’s grace
In every battle, I feel bulletproofed cause thou art my battle axe

Who is this man that loved me so unconditionally without strings attached?
No matter how many men that has put a ring on my finger but couldn’t cope with my addiction, they all left but the Lord stood still
He loves me so much that he couldn’t count my sins
He sent his son already to pay every dime of my crimes with his blood
He even cloth me wen I had nothing to put on
I had to retrace my steps
I decided to reframe that life of mine
I was tired of this hide and seek game
I never wanted a life where I will have to beg to be in his presence
I started burning incense for his church
I dedicated my life to him not for renewal of grace but I wanted to be his saint
Paint me lord with your colors and let your presence be seen in my life forever

God’s grace

Since day one, he has knew me all through my life
Even when I was blood yet to be formed till the day I cried, it was all his doing
He loved me so unconditionally tho I got attached to the things of the world that gave me conditions
I long so much for the things of the world thinking it will give me addition instead I got addicted to crimes
I couldn’t pay bribes for the crimes just to renew the grace all I did was to go crazy with prayers
All I thought I wanted was a simple life filled with fantasy ready to explore multiple of sins
As a Christian I will think your life is complicated filled with evangelisms
But that life I wanted was my miserable misery

Among my peers, am incomparable
In every race am that ace all because am covered by grace
In every exams, life has to bring forth I fear not because I have a good luck charm
You can’t harm me because of that charm called God’s grace
In every battle, I feel bulletproofed cause thou art my battle axe

Who is this man that loved me so unconditionally without strings attached?
No matter how many men that has put a ring on my finger but couldn’t cope with my addiction, they all left but the Lord stood still
He loves me so much that he couldn’t count my sins
He sent his son already to pay every dime of my crimes with his blood
He even cloth me wen I had nothing to put on
I had to retrace my steps
I decided to reframe that life of mine
I was tired of this hide and seek game
I never wanted a life where I will have to beg to be in his presence
I started burning incense for his church
I dedicated my life to him not for renewal of grace but I wanted to be his saint
Paint me lord with your colors and let your presence be seen in my life forever

Domestic violence

You drag me with pain to the extend I lose balance
No one comes to resuce cause it’s your lane
Next I have to wake me from slumber is a kiss from your palm
Even when I try to pull back so I won’t get to use a balm
You drag me back untill I get defenseless
Most times I have become toothless
The senseless thing I ever did was to marry raider
I got rid of pregnancies cause you feel they’re invader of our privacy
This time around, I got used to icing my speech and cling to your wrong say
The pitch of my voice can’t call resue
I tried until I had to lose my voice
This time around I wish I could fight back but what will be my child’s fate?
Yes she is disable because of all I ate to get rid of her
Here or now, I will surrender to you
Even when you have to pound me hard till my back aches
I will still go backyard and pretend as if everything is ok
I have tasted all your muscles till the point I waited for my funeral
“Yes! It’s temporal, your husband is a good man” that’s what people will always say
So how about the days, I take weeping as my food
All day depression is my mood cause there are day’s I go nude to receive his flogs
Just as the clock tick, my stigma gets heavy
That’s the point I couldn’t weave my bruises again
What will be my child’s fate if am dead?
Let’s make it a wrap cause this the end
So I filed up my divorce papers
Yes I am a pauper but I will make a living
This is my huge step that was reliving
Happiness is all I want to deliver to myself

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